*SIGH*

Decided to blog again
Why?
1) Release stress
2) Express my musings

Where to start, where to start? life's great so far i guess. Sadly there were several things that came out adversely to what i wanted (and i shan't discuss it) suffice to say that things changed and it led to tension... haih am i being too sensitive? am i over thinking things? am i expecting too much? *sigh*

So many things to do/achieve so little time to do it. I wanna achieve great things, honestly who doesn't? I wanna help my friends,who doesn't? I need strength!! mentally!!

[random musing] [Attributed to Desiree] Can you honestly say you feel joy w/o jealousy and think non-malicious thoughts when your friends succeed? can I? for me i think i can

[Random Musing 2] [[Thought of this @ a mammak waiting for yip lol ]] Life is gray! not in the depressing sense! Such a simple sentence lol that i really like ahahaha the (stephen fry)---> "the sensuous and sensual of words". To me it simply just means there are no absolutes in the world (there is no absolute correct/wrong morally or ethically) there is so few yes or no's that are just that isn't everything actually just "depends"

lol i just realized i started to deviate from what i was saying... till next time (hopefully i wont quit this time)

En taro tassadar!